Le petit Agneau
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I'm a culinary management student in NYC, 18 years old. Striving to keep my body as healthy and as clean as it can be. I've been doing a little under 500 calories a day for 6 months. Lost 20+ pounds, gained better health, a great outlook on life, and a spotless complection. This is my weight loss inspiration blog, to help me continue going strong. I live for soy chai lattes and alexander wang. avatar, me at 101 Ibs.
height- 5'5
goal-
current- 85.5 pounds
ask me anything
8647) “The girl you constantly teased and upsetted will one day grow up to become the woman you would give up your soul for just one night with”. Oh please, let this be true for me.
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I’m back!
Oh my god, the past 3 weeks have been hell!
I seriously dislike nutritionists. I gained 9 pounds, then lost 10. So I’m basically back to around where I was before, 86. Now just trying to maintain that weight.
so
i went to the doctors a few days ago. who took my weight & blood then gave me two options, being hospitalized or immediately seeing a therapist and nutritionist. i choose the second option. so they falsely diagnosed me as an anorexic and put me on a 3000 calorie a day MONITORED meal plan, as in someone has to watch me eat 3000 fucking calories a day, and If i don’t go along with it and gain weight I’m being put in a hospital. This is my worst nightmare. I am not anorexic, I don’t want to be stuffed with 3000 fucking calories they’re trying to make me fucking fatter than I already am I have no idea what to do. I seriously feel like killing myself, what else can i do
87.5 pounds!
& I’m not even trying anymore! After my huge binge on thursday, I’ve been eating lots and lots of sushi, green tea, cheese, and foie gras (basically eating way more daily than I have been for the past 2 months) and for some reason the pounds are just falling off. So weird. I’m just going to eat less and see if I can loose any more weight…I’m excited. and hungry.
I need to fast.
Just ate 3 slices of CPK spinach and artichoke pizza. 650 calories. I’ve been binging everyday for the past 4 freaking days!!! what the hell, I feel so out of control.
fasting tomorrow. 200 calories per day. if I can’t do this I’m just going to keep on bingeing till I’m huge. have. to. stop.
yourmuchness asked: Hi thanks for the follow! I followed back =) Your stats are amazing and so inspirational. Do you mind if I see your progress blog?
aw thanks! <3 and no I don’t have a progress blog. can I have yours though ?
fat weekend.
oh my god. ate so much. incredibly I’m still at 88.5 pounds, but I feel so horrible. the most I’ve eaten in months ):
friday- 500 daily cals + 1 slice of gourmet pumpkin pie cheesecake
saturday - 500 daily cals + 10oz spicy ahi on brown rice
sunday - dim sum (AHH,) milk bubble tea, steamed won tons, and a huge bowl of cinnamon bread pudding w/ vanilla bean sauce, and thai iced tea.
oh godddd. sunday will haunt me for the rest of this week. but I’m glad I didn’t purge. going back down to 300 calories a day.
